The Illusion of Separation from Matter

For so long, I was fixated on my lack of money -

on the fact that I couldn’t seem to brigde the gap to the physical expression of my purpose,

the very thing meant to liberate me and bring abundance.

But today, something shifted.

A movement in my consciousness touched this theme

and revealed that my struggle with life has deeper roots.

It is part of a much larger, more intricate picture.

If I have a physical body in this incarnation,

then I am matter.

And if I am matter,

and material things in the world are also matter,

why would matter be separated from matter?

Between us and material reality,

a medium of communication has been created: money.

We desire money so we can experience matter.

There is no truthful reason why you should live in lack.

No true reason why you should not have.

Why you should chase money endlessly,

create debts you cannot repay,

or feel undeserving of abundance.

Matter is part of the natural state of your being.

Collective programs

But the matrix:

that aspect of collective programming designed to keep us asleep -

has conditioned us to believe

that matter belongs only to those who:

– were born into the right family,

– had luck on their side,

– are somehow “better” and made it rich,

– inherited it,

…and so on.

The result?

A deeply rooted belief system that says:

To be well off - to have money, to afford things - is a privilege.

A privilege earned only through relentless effort,

a decade and a half of education beyond basic schooling,

by becoming someone else,

or through manipulation, cheating, or deceit.

These collective beliefs feed the illusion

that matter exists outside of us,

that it is not inherently ours.

And this illusion is what I’ve chosen to examine

through energy work,

within my own field and in the collective space.

These programs were embedded in the roots of my consciousness.

I was born with them.

What I saw and felt

A cabin appeared before me.

I stepped inside.

Suspended in the air were swirling energies of various colors -

codes of collective, misaligned programs

built on illusions - on untruths.

The cabin symbolized the collective field.

I listened to the energies,

felt into them,

to become aware of what they were saying.

I heard voices of subconscious beliefs

“I can’t afford it.”

“I don’t know how to receive.”

“To have money, I must work hard.”

“Others have, while I do not.”

And many more…

As I brought them into awareness,

Divine white light flooded the cabin.

I felt these programs begin to release.

Their illusions dissolving in the light of truth.

Illusion has no power of its own.

It only exists while we believe in it,

while it remains unseen.

But when we illuminate it with the light of consciousness -

the light of truth -

it loses its ability to shape our reality.

Ajna chakra / third eye

These energies, now wrapped in light,

entered my sixth chakra, Ajna,

so their knowledge could pass into awareness and transform.

Ajna- the third eye - is the center of consciousness.

Until energy is made conscious,

it cannot be released.

Ajna is the gate where energy is decoded.

Once something is seen,

it can leave

or be rewritten.

The white light is the pure light of Source and

it holds all colors, all codes, all frequencies.

It neutralized the polarity within these programs such as

good and evil, resistance and love -

ensuring that they would not harm my field

as they entered my awareness.

The light elevated them into a higher vibration,

where they could be safely released and transmuted.

In letting go of these collective programs

built on the illusion of separation from matter,

the codes were rewritten.

This healing occurred

in the roots of my consciousness,

in my ancestral line,

in the collective field,

and in the time-space reality of my soul.

I had been operating from ancient patterns

that said my life must be a struggle,

and so, that’s the reality I kept recreating.

But now,

I can receive and ground matter from a place of truth -

in alignment with who I truly am.

Your reality will begin to shift

when you stop viewing matter

as something outside of you,

something to chase or prove yourself worthy of,

and instead open to it

as something already yours,

already part of your natural being.

When I thought I had finished writing this message,

I asked Source:

“Is there anything else that needs to be said?”

And four words came through:

envy, fear, unconsciousness, mind.

Let’s interpret this message:

Envy is born from the belief

that what belongs to others cannot belong to us.

But truly, it reflects a deep-seated sense of separation

and mistrust in our own connection to abundance.

Fear is the frequency these programs live on.

Fear of lack.

Fear of not surviving.

Fear of rejection.

Fear of failure.

It keeps us tense -

closed off from receiving.

Unconsciousness is the space where these programs hide.

As long as they remain unseen,

they act from the shadows.

Their power lies not in their content,

but in our ignorance of them.

The mind is a tool meant to serve the soul.

But when we let it decide what is “possible” and what’s not,

it becomes a prison.

The mind lives within limits.

The soul lives in truth.

Together, these four create the foundation

of a system that keeps us cut off

from matter,

from the fullness of life,

from natural abundance.

But when they are brought into the light of awareness,

the illusion dissolves.

And space opens for a new reality.

A reality where matter is not something to earn. If you feel that:

– you’re constantly fighting to survive

– you’re not truly living, only existing

– you’re not living the life you desire and deserve

– you experience never-ending lack

– you spend more than you receive

I invite you to 1:1 energy work with me, in order to help you free yourself from everything that does not align with truth, love, abundance, and freedom.

I’ll hold a sacred space for you, and together, we’ll look at what’s blocking you from living the reality your soul already knows is yours.

This is an invitation to remember. To return. To reclaim.